Everyone learns differently. When it comes to learning new pieces I’ll get it down, then my brain eats it all up, it disappears, and I’ll look lost. Once my brain consumes everything I have to wait until it settles, or processes, before my brain can shit out the amazing piece I just learned. That usually does not happen until after the class, workshop or practice. When I leave that...
I feel clean
I used to be the biggest pothead. Forreal. I’d either be smoking, eating edibles, be loaded out of my mind or a combination of some or all 24/9. I haven’t smoked in forever and I feel a huge difference in my body. I feel all clean and healthy and all that good shit. I don’t even know how I stopped smoking. It just happened. I love weed, but I don’t miss it. And this is...
Sayings that stay on my last nerve
YOLO- Motherfucker, did you not already know that you only live once? Swag- Bitch, just shut the fuck up before I dome sock you. I’m real- If you were so goddamn real you wouldn’t have to go prancing around every goddamn 5 minutes proclaiming that you’re real. I keep it 100- No bitch, you most likely don’t. I’m paid- Is that before or after you pay your bills?
Not to be arrogant or cocky or anything of that sort but at school I’m considered a cool kid. Sure, I associate myself with all the other popular cool kids, but I talk to everyone. Hence, you’d think I’d have a lot of friends.. Right? Well, that was the case freshman and sophomore year. Junior year my so called “friends” disappeared when I went to go be home schooled....
I'm not saying I'm perfect
I just learned how to accept myself and I’m just content with how I look and with who I am.
I see so many amazing people that’d make an amazing boyfriend or girlfriend. By amazing I mean they have everything someone could possibly want and look for in someone, but they’re all turning into whores. Why? I seriously don’t understand, someone please elaborate. I’ll scroll through my dash or whatever and I’ll just be like “Damn, this person is just simply...
I don’t have any extra baggage. I’m not moping around over someone. I’m not crushing over someone. I don’t like anyone. I’m not talking to anyone, let alone it’s been forever since I last was. I don’t have feelings for anyone in general. I’m not bitter about love or anything of that sort. I’m in a perfect position to be in a relationship, but I...
Before I self destruct
Honestly, I love watching people destroy themselves. Especially, in the gay scene. I may be rude for finding humor and entertainment in it, but I’m a firm believer of you reap what you sow. You want to go to the club and get fucked up and have a quickie in the restroom and suck a dick for a ride home, go ahead, do what you gotta do. You want to fuck around like nothings going to happen, be...
Holding onto resentment is like letting someone...
Let me be the one who can take you from all the...
“I can picture us in the living room by the...
I don’t give a flying fuck if you’re Tumblr famous. Just because you have some “fame” on the internet doesn’t mean I’m going fall to my goddamn knees to kiss your feet. Fuck that shit. You may win other people over with your “high caliber” status, but that shit won’t work with me. You’re big headed for no legitimate reason.
Some people think holding on is what makes you...
Sometimes it’s learning to let go.
I forgot what it feels like to have a crush on...
Damn, it’s really been that long.
This homeless man did Adele’s “Someone Like You” justice. Wait until he starts playing his drum. Beautiful.
You're no longer worth waiting for.
Watching someone change from being someone you...
I push people away
I guess it’s only natural for me. It’s a bad habit of mine. I’m a very caring person and whenever I care for someone I truly, deeply, madly really do care about them. Of course, as life takes its course people come and go and along the road people get hurt. It sucks caring so much for someone and just seeing nothing but their back as they walk right out of your life. It hurts. No...
To my dearest @lilytrang, I would like to wish you a happy birthday and more! <333
Don't laugh at other peoples failures when you're...
When that one person changes as soon as you start trusting them enough to let your guard down around them.
I just want to cuddle.
I have so many chins..
That shit chin cray.
Why, hello there!
When did a simple “Hi” or “Hello” mean “I want to fuck.” I said “Hi” not “fuck me so hard that my neighbors know your name.” Gosh. People are doing too much these days. I swear.
That awkward moment when you go to take a picture when your cam is on record -________________________________-“
I used to be a hopeless romantic
Now.. I’m just hopeless.
One main reason why I haven’t been in a relationship with a guy is because I know how gay boys are. I entered “the scene” when I was 16 and in the first couple months I was exposed to a lot. I realized a majority of gay boys were sluts, cheaters and/or homewreckers and that terrified me. Knowing that alone slowly washed away my hopes of having my first perfect relationship, well...