Never use someone else to move on.
Main reason why I haven't had a boyfriend
Is because a vast majority of gay boys are sluts. To be honest, most of the gay boy “relationships” are all about sex. I’m not saying every gay boy is a lustful dick, but most are. There are some good ones out there, but they’re hard to get to with all these fucking loose ass booty holes and burnt dicks trying to fuck everything in sight. They’re like vultures. Slutty...
If I'm making an effort to keep you in my life
When you want to leave, then that’s how you know you mean a lot to me. Although, I’m not going to force you to stay. I know if you stay you’ll just be unhappy and all I really want is for you to be happy. It’s gonna hurt watching you go, but it’s nothing that time can’t fix. Plus, I’m used to it..
I have no respect for hoes and tricks
And for anyone else that falls between.
When a cute straight guy goes "If I was gay I'd...
I’m like: But then I remember they like girls and I’m like:
I can play that game too
You wanna play? I’ll play, but don’t get all mad if I beat you because you’re the one that started it. Just saying.
Would you like a flower?
Eventually, someone stops trying..
I'm a mess
Ever since I stopped dancing.. I haven’t been myself. I’ve been going through so much and when I started dancing with thatONEcompany all my problems just faded away. In every piece I could feel a happier me come into place with every movement. And just the atmosphere of TOC was so positive, but since I stopped.. It’s like I just happened to cross paths with a dementor and it...
Don't lead people on
Yes, this may be hypocritical of me to say cause I’ve had my fair share of leading people on. On that note, karma came right around and chomped away at my ass. It sucks to get led on, I’m pretty sure everyone will agree with me on that. Here you are investing so much time and energy and just investing so much of yourself, in general, into someone else. And there they are leading you on...
When a straight guy, I'm not following, randomly...
I’m like I don’t even post anything that straight guys would find appealing, but then again..
The world is not a fucked up place
It’s the people in it that are.
I remember when we couldn't get enough of each...
Now, we’re just looking for excuses to avoid each other.
The thing about gay boys is that the attractive...
Falling for a straight guy
Every gay boy has experienced this at least once. Where they start liking and end up falling hard for a straight guy friend of theirs. You just hope they’re secretly gay/bi or that they’ll change sides, but you know it won’t happen. You’re at a stand still if you should tell them or not. Either way it’ll be awkward even if they say there won’t be any...
Home from practice
Talk about choreo overload. I learned like 4 pieces today. Practice was good though. everyone murfed on my red velvet cake and brownies that I brought during circle time. Haha. Ugh, but I’m still stressing over money and transportation. Asdfghjkl. I’ma go dance my stress away, then shower and eat. -sigh-
When a cute person has no personality at all
Seriously, when things get good for me everything...
Dance life #3
*This post will also be my first legit Tumblr vent. Dance is going good. It felt really good to put my dancing shoes back on today after a week long break away from dance. But.. On the ride home from practice today my twin sister and I started having a little well needed vent session that touched on every single topic that is happening in our lives. I realized I may have to dropout of dance.....
Now that Fuz is over and done with...
World of Dance (bay area) on August 20th, then afterwards we go straight to Long Beach for the Motion Dance competition on August 21st. This shall be fun.
After everything that has happened, I can honestly say I don’t want to be in a relationship. I don’t even want to have sex. That’s how bad and how much I’ve been fucked over. I’m just done with anything that ties in with any type of relationship and boys. Freals. I’m starting to lose my hopeless romantic side. I’m just losing everything cute, mushy and...
Our performance at Fuz last Friday was amazing. When they lifted the projector screen and thatONEcompany was exposed on the balcony in just our performance outfits and the crowd started screaming “TOC TOC TOC TOC TOC TOC” was just breathtaking. I had so much fun. It was freals a night to remember. My first performance with TOC and my first time clubbing, ever, was with TOC. Seriously,...