April 2011
5 posts
That feeling you get when the person you put first...
*sigh
The thing about depression is that it never really...
I thought my depression went away, but it never really did. It just lingered around. Well, it felt good being “normal” and “happy” for the past 3 months but of course nothing lasts forever. I’m losing my appetite. I just want to lay in bed. All I want to do is sleep. I want to be left alone. I feel miserable. And my melt downs are slowly coming back. I give it a...
I'm a hopeless romantic
But nowadays no one likes those. Everyone just wants to fuck which makes people that put out on the top of the list and people like me down below. Yup.
I want to cuddle
After awhile cuddling with a pillow doesn’t have the same effect as it use to because after awhile you want something to cuddle you back and instead of laying your head on a pillow you wish it was someones chest. A pillow doesn’t have arms to wrap around you to make you feel safe nor does a pillow have a heart which you can listen to, beating, as you slowly fall asleep. It’d be...
I fail to remember that when you make yourself...
I’ve been wounded one too many times. I’m surprised that I don’t just lay down on the side of a road like a dead animal.
